Tough Day

Today was tough, Ami 😞

I had a relapse all because of a wrong choice. 

It started when I talked myself out of doing a habit I had planned to do...

I wrote it down in paper!...paper!!

It seemed like there was a cheat code to my initial programming to do what I write down on paper.

Now I feel bad....very bad.

But if I learned anything about my failure today it's this: the battle is won in the mind.

You know that devil and angel scenario?

When you are about to do something out of order, the battle begins.

One side is giving you reasons to do it...even convincing you of 'the benefits' of doing it.

And the other side gives just makes it clear that you know you're not supposed to do it.

That's how it was today.

The result? A domino effect of bad decisions for the rest of the day....

Now I know, now I've learned....next time, I will do better and make the right choice.

But if anything positive came out of today, it was the fact that I went through a difficult moment of writer's block and I overcame it....I wrote anyways....and the ideas started flowing.

All in all, I'm grateful for today. 

I understood the meaning of sacrifice and learned that I should do a little important bit of a task to be able to count it as done....the rest will be easier.

(Sigh)

I'm down but not out. I'll pick myself up and hit the target next time.

Hopefully I make it.

See you, Ami 👋

I really don't remember any quote to share, neither do I have any tips for now.

All I'll tell you is that any great achievement take time and effort to become possible.