Letting Go

Hey Ami 
I was thinking about letting go few minutes ago and I thought I should share what my thoughts would play out to be.
By the way, I'm doing this out of routine....that's that.
What does it mean to let go?
To let go of an idea, a person, a concept or even an item.
Have you ever faced a moment where you had to let go of.....something or someone?
Well, I have....
But one thing about me is that I find it hard to let go....sometimes
Maybe it's an item I've had for years an idea that doesn't seem right at the moment...
I think it runs in family 😅....hold on, let me explain...
My dad doesn't let me go anywhere far from the house....you may think he's being protective but I think he finds it hard to let go as well.
One day, he will have to...and I hope he would be fine when I'm no longer with him...at the house.
I have my own life to live and I appreciate the fact that he has kept me at home these past five years.
I can't imagine how my life would be if he let me out into the world at 15 years of age.
You know....off to university.
One thing I know is that things were meant to be this way...ordained by God.
But time will come when things will change...and it might even be scary for me.
Hopefully I'll push through.
Well, that's all about the ramblings in my head. 
They say, charity begins at home.
I say, everything I will ever become in life is beginning at home, in my house, with family..
Till next time, Ami 👋

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